
Meditation
Here is a more formal introduction to meditation,
including a variety of exercises. Try them for
yourself and see which ones work for you.
The definition of meditation is "to be undistracted".
The question then becomes "undistracted from what?"
We possess six senses. The traditional five are
sight, sound, touch, taste, and smell. In addition
we have the mental faculty of awareness which perceives
objects of the five sense fields as well as mental
objects such as thoughts, memories and emotions.
The following exercises are all "non blocking awareness"
exercises. Non blocking means that we are not blocking
any of the sense fields and we are not blocking our
thoughts. This is very important to understand.
We keep our eyes open and we stay open to all sensations
and our environment. We will never experience freshness
by avoiding what is.
Fresh awareness is the result of being undistracted and open
to what is. These exercises are training in freshness.
Visual Awareness
Visual awareness of an object has two parts. First, our
eyes have to be looking at it. Second, our mind
needs to be aware of it. If our mind is wandering and
thinking about something else then we are not aware of
the visual object even if our eyes are focused on it.
That is called being distracted.
Pick a visual object in your field of view and look
at it with your eyes and at the same time be aware of it
with your mind. Do not overfocus on it, concentrate, or
try to block out any of the other senses or suppress
your thoughts. If your eyes play tricks on you
such as seeing double pay no attention to that and
continue looking at the object while being aware
of the object.
Do not label, judge or think about what you are seeing.
Just the bare awareness of the visual object itself.
Keep your eyes on the object. Keep your mind
merely aware of the object. If your attention
wanders off simply bring it back.
That is meditation! Nothing more to it. You are being
undistractedly aware of a visual object, and that is training
your mind to be in the present moment, to be undistracted.
The essence of sight is luminosity-emptiness, always
fresh, never fixated. Rest wide awake in that recognition.
Awareness of Sound
If there is a continuous sound in your environment
you can pay attention to that, or simply be aware
aware of all sounds as they arise. No need to focus
your ear organs since they are always on. If you find
that your mind is no longer aware of the sound
bring yourself back to bare awareness of the sound
or sounds.
Do not think about what is making the sound
or judge the sound as good or bad. Just
hear the actual sound itself without any
conceptual filter.
The essence of sound is communication-emptiness,
always fresh, never fixated. Rest wide awake
in that recognition.
Awareness of Sensation
Sit upright with your eyes open. Place you mind in
awareness of the sensations of your breathing in
and out. Your feel your chest and stomach move.
You can feel the air moving in and out of your nose.
If your mind wanders off, bring it back to undistracted
awareness of the breathing process.
Do not overfocus in the breathing. As an antidote
for that, pay attention to the sensation of the outbreath
and just relax during the inbreath. Pay attention and relax,
pay attention and relax.
Do not attempt to suppress your thoughts or block out the other
sense fields. Simple bare awareness of the breath.
The essence of sensation is presence-emptiness,
always fresh, never fixated. Rest wide awake
in that recognition.
Thats it! Very easy and excellent awareness training
using your sense fields. You can make up your own exercises
for taste and smell if you like. I use chocolate and
freshly roasted coffee beans :-)
While dancing leave the sense fields wide open.
Dance keenly aware and relaxed within the flow of
sensation.
Awareness of Thoughts
Just about every meditator, myself included, gets confused
about what meditation is really about. For example we
might think "Since I regularly get distracted from nowness
by getting lost in thoughts, therefore the solution is to stop
thinking." Not! We will never stop thinking.
Attempting to suppress our thoughts is like a futile
attempt to stop the wind itself from blowing.
Why is attempting to stop thoughts futile? Because
the thought "I must stop thinking" is a thought.
The more we think that thought the more thoughts
arise. By fighting with them we are actually
feeding them. We end up with hundreds of thoughts
and we feel defeated, like we are bad failed meditators.
Whenever we have thoughts in meditation we should
welcome them with open arms! We say to ourselves:
"I will notice every single thought the instant
that it arises and I will recognize every single
thought as being just a thought, nothing more,
nothing less."
The moment that we recognize that "this thought is just
a thought" we are instantly liberated from this
thought! Since this is just a thought there is no need
to follow it. Since this is just a thought there is
no need to get rid of it! This thought becomes
the expression of present awareness. This thought
loses its power to absorb us and fades by itself.
The very next moment another thought may arise
and we can recognize that this new thought is just a thought.
One by one we are liberated from every single
thought that arises. Pretty soon all thoughts
lose their power to entrap us. They are all
expressions of lucid wakefulness and no longer
distract us from awareness.
There is a famous saying "Seen by merely looking,
freed by merely seeing." It really is just that
easy.
The essence of thought is awareness-emptiness,
always fresh, never fixated. Rest wide awake
in that recognition.
People often try to escape from their obsessive
thinking by way of alcohol and drugs. That
kind of relief is temporary and incomplete.
While dancing liberate thoughts by recognizing
them as simply thoughts.
Awareness Without Focus
Once we have mastered undistracted awareness of the
senses and learned to liberate all thoughts it is time
to meditate without any focus at all.
The act of focusing on nowness is a subtle manipulation,
a kind of holding on to something. We can let go of that
effort and rest in wakeful awareness without any focus
at all. Nothing to meditate on, yet not distracted
from open awareness.
This is called "undistracted nonmeditation". Start your
session by saying "I will not be distracted.
I will not meditate." By nonmeditation we mean
no focus, no effort, no manipulation, no modification
of anything. Really, seriously, don't meditate at all.
Leave things just as they are!
When thoughts arise welcome them with open arms
as explained above. When thoughts do not arise
simply rest wide awake without doing anything at all.
Do not modify your state of mind in the slightest.
Accept it just as it is right now without any alteration.
It is impossible to improve on nonconceptual awareness
wisdom so don't bother trying!
Just rest completely relaxed and vividly awake without
holding any thought or concept in your mind. Be undistracted
from holding nothing whatsoever in mind. This is the wisdom
of unfixated open awareness which is always with us
whether we recognize it or not.
Rest easily, keenly aware, without any focus or effort.
This is the awakened state. Nothing more, nothing less.
Anyone who composes themselves in the awakened state
on a regular basis is quickly becoming enlightened.
The essence of awareness is wisdom-emptiness, always
fresh, never fixated. Rest wide awake in that recognition.
Dance in the awakened state, spontaneous, joyful
and free. Dance and meditation are one.
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